I need to change back into who I used to be. When I wasn't afraid to care. When I wasn't afraid of consequences. When I didn't hurt. When I could laugh and be silly without wondering what people must think of me. When I would randomly burst into song at the top of my lungs and my friends would just start singing in unison with me! I miss those days.
We all change... Every day, every second. We all get new opinions and new experiences. Even simple opinions like "I don't think I like ice in my Coke anymore". Change is the evidence of life! We just need a goal to give us a path to take... Just like in a past blog of mine... In this picture, Alice, doesn't know where she wants to go. So... It doesn't much matter the road she takes to get there.
My new goal, what I want to change to be, has to do with friendship. I need to be a best friend to my best friend. I love her so much she's always there for me and I need to work on gaining that trust so she knows I am always here for her. I want to be like Repunzel, "When I make a promise with someone I NEVER EVER break that promise." I need to make time for the ones who made time for me when noone else would. My friends that don't bail on me... My friends that have never used me. My friends that love me for me and know me, entirely! It doesn't matter how many friends you have, it's only if you have close friends- that's what counts. I love you guys and I hope you know that. I will work on making it shine through! Thank You!! <3
yay! that's a great goal. It gets so hard to keep friends as you get older. I would know :/ But all you have to do is keep your besties as close as you can, and then things work out usually :)
ReplyDeleteThis is a good one :) I enjoyed all the Alice comments earlier too!
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