Expressing Emotion

I am hard to read for a reason and I finally figured out why that is...

I know that most people see me as rubbing them off when they try to talk to me but I do NOT mean that at all! I have a short attention span unless I am fully excited about something... I don't like showing emotion in my face. I like to hold a strong front and look like things don't hurt as bad as they do or I don't even look as happy as I feel... I don't know what's up with me. I keep things that bother me bottled up inside me until I explode! I do know that I don't say things I don't mean. I'm not good with expressing feelings but when I do, usually over writing... like this.-I do express, at least more. Some things I just shrug off and hide behind a mask and people think I'm being rude or that I don't care? No, if you really know me this whole blog will make sense. I do love and care for everyone. I wish I could be more open but I guess that's one of my flaws. I'm trying to work on it but it'll take time. I love all my friends, and family and I hope none of you think otherwise!